The author shares her personal story of being recruited into a secretive religious group. In a moving and honest account, she tells how a 38 year old, independent, professional woman became involved in a group that slowly changed her personality and lifestyle. It traces the initial contact, the recruitment and the subtle persuasion that is used to slowly convert a person to group doctrine. During her six year involvement she took vows of commitment and became a dedicated worker within the group.

The book gives an intimate account of the emotional and physical challenges faced when trying to leave such a group. It is filled with practical assistance for people who have a similar story to tell and who are trying to adjust back into mainstream society.

The author shows that it is possible to gain from the experience and to move forward to a positive and joy filled future.

The emphasis of the book is on establishing a personal relationship with God, free from the guilt and fear sometimes imposed by religious structure, well-meaning or not. It contains many helpful tips to overcome the baggage of dogma and belief which can limit a deepening knowledge of God.